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I realize now the message that Bear was trying to tell me. The dream was premonition of more hardship to come. In fact, the symbols of Bear stealing away the fish I had caught and the turmoil of the bears wrestling in the pond came true a few minutes ago.

My wife just called me to tell me that she lost her job. She had been previously out of work for several weeks before landing this one and things were starting to look bleak for us financially. Then this job happened and everything started to look better for us, but now it didn't work out and we're back in serious financial trouble. If she is not able to find another job in the next few days, we will loose everything we have -- the house, cars, everything. We ate up all of our savings when she was out of work last month and have nothing to fall back on. We even borrowed some money from family to help get us by, and we can't borrow anymore. We just bought a house, and now I'm afraid that we're going to be out on the street.

If this is a test/life lesson, it's the hardest one I've ever faced and I'm afraid we may not survive it. This entire past year has given us hardship after hardship, and whenever we think we've gotten a step up, we receive another devestating blow that takes us down several more steps and puts us further behind. Everything is completely out of my hands because there's nothing I can do to make it any better. I'm angry, frustrated, and more than a little scared at what's going to happen to us.

Sally, that's interesting that you were also having the Bear dreams at the same time as myself. I guess our "connection" is still firmly in place.

EaglesHand, Bear has been my totem for the past few years, although up until recently I hadn't seen him in the last year or so. He's recently come back with a vengeance and has appeared in several dreams, although this last one was the most important.

I was shook up for most of the day yesterday after what happened, and I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. I was pretty much in panic mode and scared that we would loose everything. But this morning I was able to meditate for the first time in awhile and I had an amazing experience that I was told I can share with you.

As I started meditating I hadn't yet finished my relaxation techniques when Bear immediately appeared. His energy was very strong, and it was obvious that he didn't want to wait for me to go through my routine before getting down to business. I was grateful to see him as this was the first time in over a year he has appeared to me during meditation. He motioned for me to follow him, and in doing so I automatically shape-shifted into bear form and followed him. He led me to a house, and after a moment I recognized it as my current home. I entered the house and saw that it was fully furnished and decorated (my new house now is pretty bare as we just started working on it). Then I saw myself and my wife, and we were much older. I'm guessing that it was about 15 years into the future that I was seeing, and I could easily tell that we were doing perfectly fine in every way.

I thanked Bear for showing me this and, and feeling emotional I asked him to stay with me. He said that he would always be with me, but that at certain times he would step back and allow other totems to work with me when they needed to.

Then the vision dimmed and I couldn't see anything, but I began asking questions and continued to receive answers from somewhere. I have the feeling it was my higher self talking to me. But it confirmed that what we were currently experiencing was a necessary lesson for my wife and I, but that it would all be resolved within a month's time. It also confirmed what Mizz saw a few days ago, that my wife and I chose to be together long before we were born into this lifetime, and that we were soul mates. It shared a couple of other bits, but those I'm to keep to myself for now.

When I woke up this morning I was still filled with anxiety and fear, but after my meditatation session most of that fear is gone. I'm still a bit concerned at what's going to come of all of this, but overall I've settled into accepting what's happening to us and having faith that it will all work out.

Thank you all for your caring responses. It means a lot to me.