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Jul 14 09 11:51 AM
MonSnoLeeDra2, I don't know if you come here, but I see that same thing in you....and I'm so grateful for having been given the opportunity to engage
with you. To learn more about who you are. To see a Warrior on a Warrior's Path and recognize it, in its balanced form.
Jul 14 09 11:52 AM
Between what you said here ((((Cinnamon)))) and what MonSnoLeeDra2 said in White Crow's new post in "Walk" about being a wheel... And the fact
that I went to Tai Chi for the first time since I blew out my back, and sat in Wave Hands as Cloud, which so holds the energy of the Taoist symbol of Yin and
Yang.... I'm feeling today, the flow I spoke of several posts back in this thread...
Not a separation on linear terms, which my mind runs too, as a cultural preference...but the sphere of swirling, merging but not mixing (in the sense that
the separateness is completely lost in the muddying of the two) flow of one to the other...to create the whole.
I've a lot to think about, and more importantly allow to sink into my tissues, and experience from the conversations that have occurred here in the last
My gratitude again to you, Cinnamon and all those who suppport you in creating this safe space for me to come to, to do my journey in the written word/world.
Jul 14 09 1:17 PM
technically challenged, please ignore
Thank you for your kind words. But I must insist on one point, one engages an opponent in the struggle, one embraces and travels with a friend. I do not see
an opponent before my cyber eyes but one whose energy reminds me of a close friend and travelling companion. That we may disagree on things is of no matter
in the greater scheme of things only that we speak and return to speak again on anther day.
Though I do freely admit I am stubborn so the speak may be difficult at times, but just as the sun rises each day to return to the landscape so to will I.
Jul 14 09 1:54 PM
When a man asks a woman to walk with him through life, we call them engaged
Jul 14 09 2:57 PM
Jul 15 09 1:58 PM
And factoring in a Wheel, I've no idea whether this fits into the Masculine...
but here goes.
MonSonLeeDra was wonderful and helped me understand his concept of being a Wheel...
and so I went to me journal, of course, and sat with that...
this is the result...and then a response to my journal entry from one who knows me well.
July 14th, 2009,
So His Version of Wheel Explained, and it makes perfect sense in context of the way I tell my story.
Which will be a "damn it".
In a room full of windows, most people have to go to each one, and look out to take in what is outside...
I take it all in at once, from the centre of the room.
It is exactly what happens when I'm reading something, or in a classroom....
I never get what the people beside me get from the movie, the story, the person speaking...I get tons more. I immediately start applying what I'm taking
in, to all that I already know...it is how I learn. It is why I remember. It is how I operate in the world as I perceive it.
I hate being limited...
So Spirit said... COOL...not limits...take it all in.
So MonSnoLeeDra, suggested that I pull down some shades and rest...
I have trouble doing that, because, it feels like I'm limiting me.
And you know what...
It is exactly what I need to do.
I need to limit me, because if I don't, then someone/thing outside of me has to.
I need to create my own Chaos, unbalance the energy of the Wheel as it were, because if not, I'm always blaming someone else for doing it...and I am not
and I'm going to take myself up to bed...and rest, if not sleep.
I've taken muscle relaxants again, for the first time, in a long time.
My friend's response...it made me laugh..and of course, she sees me more clearly than I'm able to see myself.
I've often found that with you and movies/books.
I feel I've enjoyed the movie or book and got something really cool out of it. And when it's over, I take what I choose to take, and instantly forget
everything else about it, including the plot. Generally I only remember how I felt about it and nothing else.
And then you talk about it in such vivid details and I wonder if we even watched the same movie.
You have lived it, and it sticks with you.
And maybe yes, you need to limit your brain and your body a bit.
Or the universe will do that for you.
Maybe I could try a few other windows on occasion.
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